sermons and notes posted on this blog are not necessarily what came out of my mouth during the services,
but they'll offer a sense my dance with the Holy Spirit while preparing to preach

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Don't take'em down just yet....

Don't take'em down just yet.
Like a resilient strand of Christmas lights 
that keep twinkling 
even when a few bulbs occasionally go dark, 
so is our communal body of faith. 
No one is the source of the energy - we’re each filaments – and together we reveal more of its potential. 





And, what to love about the logos of God? 
In a Word, grace. 
Born to us if we choose to see it 
is a persistent, radiant beam 
of the original light  of all creation 
that reveals purpose and meaning, 
and shines forth a pathway (within and among us) 
of belonging and redemption 
in an otherwise shadowy, disorienting, and often lonely darkness.


Wednesday, December 25, 2013

dirty diapers and discipleship

Joy to the world! The Lord is come!

...oh, and, uhhhh, we're going to need to provide this child shelter; feed him; clean him when he messes himself; look out for this child's safety; hold him when he's crying scared or in pain.... help this child grow in our community; and love this child, and his friends, even when they start acting out in disturbing and provocative ways; and compassionately tend to his broken, adult body. Can we do this together? 

Tryin' to keep it real this Christmas morning as we consider godly parenting and lifelong vocations of Christian discipleship.



Sunday, December 8, 2013

REPENT! and prepare to rejoice

talkin'bout John the Baptist, Jesus, the original Santa Claus, and Nelson Mandela.... often misunderstood, rarely imitated, and all worthy of Advent reflection; particularly with themes of repentance (turning around; gettin’ a bigger/changed mind about our courses in life) and hope

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Advent 1... and World AIDS day


"Almighty God, give us grace to cast away the works of darkness, and put on the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which your Son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility; that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty to judge both the living and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal; through him who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen." [Advent 1 Collect from the Episcopal Book of Common Prayer]



Today is the 25th anniversary of World AIDS Day. Today, we have the opportunity to unite in the fight against HIV, to show our support to people living with HIV, and to commemorate the 35 million we have lost to the disease. This year’s theme is  “Shared Responsibility: Strengthening Results for an AIDS-Free Generation.” - See more at: http://blog.episcopalrelief.org/blog/touchstone-international-programs/world-aids-day-2013-striving-for-an-aids-free-generation#sthash.NujankMJ.dpuf


http://aids.gov/news-and-events/awareness-days/world-aids-day/


Thursday, November 28, 2013

everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving

no pithy preaching today as I prepare for our morning service... just some deep breathing, with deep gratitude for many blessings as well as humble thanksgiving that God is God. 

“Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6-7)

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Nov 19, 1863: Lincoln delivers Gettysburg Address

worth reading again today on the 150th anniversary of its original delivery by President Abraham Lincoln at the dedication of a military cemetery at Gettysburg, PA during the American Civil War...
http://www.abrahamlincolnonline.org/lincoln/speeches/gettysburg.htm
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Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent, a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal.

Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this.

But, in a larger sense, we can not dedicate -- we can not consecrate -- we can not hallow -- this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract. The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here. It is for us the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought here have thus far so nobly advanced. It is rather for us to be here dedicated to the great task remaining before us -- that from these honored dead we take increased devotion to that cause for which they gave the last full measure of devotion -- that we here highly resolve that these dead shall not have died in vain -- that this nation, under God, shall have a new birth of freedom -- and that government of the people, by the people, for the people, shall not perish from the earth.

Abraham Lincoln
November 19, 1863


Sunday, November 17, 2013

All that glitters now is not golden forever...

Distracted or discouraged? Hold fast your faith and hope. We have ample opportunities to testify. All that glitters now is not golden forever. Prosperity and abundance are promised... but not on our timeline nor according or our sense of entitlement. Indeed, much of what we are dazzled by now will fall into ruin before our heavenly host calls to the eternal feast. How we labor in the meantime will be considered when we’re ultimately fed.



Sunday, November 10, 2013

Semper fidelis

On this day in history we have both the conception of the U.S. Marines (1775) and the debut of Sesame Street (1969).  Guns and Grover, we still live with both.... and are ultimately destined to dwell with one more than the other.  We continue to grapple with realities of today’s flesh & blood existence alongside striving with faith and hope in the radical freedoms of new life beyond what must die. Today’s lectionary readings encourage us that our redeemer lives; ask God to be fixed on justice, to melt us down, and show us marvelous loving-kindness; and remind us of our ultimate destiny as children of the resurrection.  We honor those who ‘serve to protect’ in today’s violent world as well as pray that we overcome the need for such militant defenses, with God's help.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Christian theology on the run this morning over breakfast...

(from a response I just wrote to a family member of a friend of mine who has been struggling with her faith and religious identity)


...it sounds like you're struggling to claim a sense of identity and belonging (likely 'Christian,' but maybe not) among a bunch of religious garbage that's been put in your way. Time to throw out the mess, without tossing out Jesus by mistake.


God loves you... love us... loves people who are not like us (even people we don't particularly like or agree with) more than we can imagine.


Yes, it's pretty clear in what we're told that Jesus said that there will be some 'judgement' by God about people's fitness and readiness for God's ultimate plan... and, we're also told it's not our role to presume we know how all this is going to work out or when it's going to happen. There's plenty of stuff right here and right now for us to focus one... mainly, are we denying God's providence and hurting each other, or honoring God and taking care of each other?

I don't recall that Jesus worried about what 'religion' people were as much as he wanted us to keep our minds and hearts focused on God and to love each other in extraordinary ways well beyond social pretenses and contrived conventions that tend to separate and demoralize people for the sake of elevation of a few rather than uniting all sorts of people for the better.

Jesus likely weeps that institutions and people waving Christ's name as some sort of war-banner have caused you harm, made it more difficult for you to build a loving relationship with God and other people of faith, and have failed to affirm you as a beloved and sacred child of God.

The good news is that Jesus' very earthly ministry was about holding people accountable for self-righteous hypocrisy and misuse of religious authority while also looking out for those in need of help and healing, calling them back into communities of hope and charitable love, testifying to God's unreasonably generous mercy and grace, and challenging his followers to do the same back then... and still today!

If you're interested in finding a Christian faith community that will respect your dignity, celebrate and encourage your good/faithful way of approaching life, and embrace your appropriately critical thinking and questions, they're out there.


E.g., The Episcopal Church has become my denominational community of Christian faith. Though not every parish in our denomination might be equally embracing or supportive of you in ways that are most helpful to you (given your own history and frustrations about 'church'), our denomination as a whole supports the balancing of time-tested traditions, continual reflection on and study of holy scriptures, and our use of critical reasoning in our discernment and decisions in our faithful discipleship. Earlier in my own journey I appreciated a church friend saying to me, "Joining with us in searching for God doesn't mean you have to lose you mind." A sign we used keep on the front of my church in Santa Monica read, "Visitors are not just welcome here... we're expecting you" and we'd say at each church service, "No matter where you are on your journey of faith, you are welcome here... it's Jesus Christ who calls us all to this community."

Sunday, November 3, 2013

feasting on faith and hope... charged with demonstrating charitable love

comforted remembering all Saints and saints, 
and celebrating their ever-presence in the cloud of witnesses that cheer us on... 

and challenged reminding ourselves that 
beyond the passive resistance of offering our other cheek, 
Jesus says that saintly behavior is 
actively loving our enemies, 
praying for and blessing those who seek to do us harm, 
and to taking the initiative to demonstrate prodigious compassion, charity, and mercy even when (especially when) others seem undeserving. 

Sunday, October 27, 2013

lest we spoil the humble pie we yearn to serve

Lest we spoil the humble pie we yearn to serve as part of the great charitable ball, let's bake with certified-organic repentance and more than just a dash of infectiously generous gratitude... all the while looking-out for spoiled self-righteousness / spiritual pride masquerading as thanksgivings to God.

·         Rather than compare ourselves to others, measure ourselves against the Gospel.

God’s grace is given freely and impartially, it’s not earned.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

(article) Why funerals demand a body

"As religious connections have frayed, and our desire to confront loss has waned, the funeral service has changed accordingly.... Thomas Lynch, an undertaker and poet, and the author of the acclaimed essay collection “The Undertaking: Life Studies from the Dismal Trade,” believes that in adopting these newer rituals Americans have lost something important. In a new book, “The Good Funeral,” written with theologian Thomas G. Long, he makes a passionate argument for a return to the labor of the funeral—to the presence of a body and to mourners playing a role in the physical disposal of their dead, be it through burial or cremation..." "LYNCH: I see the fireside and the graveside as equivalents. That’s where we should go with them. To the edge of whatever oblivion we’re consigning them to. Whatever that space is, it’s made sacred by the fact that we’re putting our dead in it.... If you have a bunch of people gathered around an open piece of ground, and you lean [a shovel] towards someone, you don’t have to give them the operating instructions. They know what to do with it!"

http://www.bostonglobe.com/ideas/2013/10/20/why-funerals-demand-body/nepmNQdKobLgIbdnu1aTDP/story.html


Sunday, October 20, 2013

Bring it all to God, struggling and demanding if that’s where you are.

Committing again to persistent prayer and faithful perseverance toward truth and justice larger than ourselves, especially when we’re tempted to scratch our itchy ears with only the comfortable and like-minded familiar.

“Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.” 
(Philippians 4:6-7 as paraphrased by Eugene Peterson in The Message)

Sunday, October 13, 2013

“Jesus, Master, have mercy on us!”

...and he did... and still does... untrusted foreigners, unclean outcasts, and unthankful kinsmen alike.  

We’re called to faith that makes us well.  

Let us return and praise God with a loud voice! 

Sunday, September 29, 2013

What kind of returns are we seeking on what types of investments?

What sort of motes are we digging around our castles – who is kept out?  Who is shut in?  

What does it mean that “In God We Trust” is printed so boldly on the reverse of the currency that represents wealth and opportunity in our economy? 


Chasm is deep and wide between Hades and the place of eternal blessings... but is it any wider than the gap between the rich and poor in our world?  And, note that the story isn’t specific about who has been digging that ditch, resulting in the distance... who would create such a mote, and why?

Is the radical equality of God’s kingdom only a future hope, or should we be seeking and building toward such a kingdom now on earth with what we do have and control? 

What choices are we each making day by day with what we do with our wealth and the decisions we make in relationships, in conversations, in our daily interactions in our offices and neighborhoods, and at the voting booth?

What kind of returns are we seeking on what types of investments? 

"...I won't die lonely, I'll have it all prearranged... a grave that's deep and wide enough for me and all my mountains o' things."  (from Tracy Chapman's song, Mountain O'Things)



Sunday, September 22, 2013

coming back to forgiveness... again and again

embracing radical, unreasonable, unbelievable forgiveness... challenged to charitably love each other, even when our motives are mixed and the circumstances less than ‘clean’, honest, and ideal

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Interested in higher costs of living?

Interested in higher costs of living? 

Living and loving in Christ ain’t cheap... but oh so worth the price.  

“Choose life so that you may live” (Deut 30:19)....

be useful and forgiving (Philemon)...

continually re-examine priorities and re-consider commitments (Luke 14:25-33)

Sunday, September 1, 2013

philoxenia and agape, or profit-minded pretense and akedia?

On this day of sacred Sabbath and feast, what to make of tomorrow’s secular ‘Labor’ Day? 

Retreat into pure leisure?

Reflect on the economic justice of the labor markets that have catapulted our commercial interests and make it deceptively easy for more of us to indulge in luxuries and bargains?

Humbly and repentantly consider what divine hospitality and labor look like in God’s kingdom (as revealed through Jesus)? 

Who's hosting the real feast? How is status seen? Who is working and serving, and how? Who is invited? Am I inviting who Jesus invites? 

Am I sharing generously... or presuming arrogantly?



Sunday, August 25, 2013

rest and loving labor as we travel between Sinai and Zion with God's help

considering ‘blurred lines’ between sacred and secular... 

as we rightly and well embrace Sabbath time to offer thanks, praise and worship to God (and rest from trying to be god), 

we also remember we’re always to be living through God’s love in action 

as we journey between Sinai and Zion, 

inviting neighbors from fear to joy, repenting of hypocrisy, forgiving, repairing breaches, restoring streets, healing, and 

satisfying needs of the afflicted in God’s name any/every day

Sunday, August 18, 2013

“...and how I wish it were already kindled!”


In our sacred stories, fire purges, cleanses, refines, and incinerates... as well as enlightens and empowers.

Be burned today toward behaving as a radical commonwealth, with God’s help.

Freaked out by Jesus’ impassioned words in today’s Gospel lesson (Luke 12:49-56)?  Good.  If we’re taking seriously ministry in his name, we should be disturbed and we’re likely to have already experienced some of the initial divisions he is describing... not that the ultimate intent of our Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer is division...but some separation is to be expected among the principalities of this world when we’re living toward a new life together promised through Christ.

The new kingdom that Christ calls us to live into doesn’t operate according to societal expectations that we’ve come to accept as ‘normal’.  Our heavenly family is not bound together by biological blood lines, but by faithful behaviors and godly intentions of divine heart – mercy, compassion, as well as justice for all, particularly those pushed to the margins.  The ultimate sorting out of who’s ‘in’ (and how) is God’s prerogative, not ours.  In the meantime, we’ve got plenty of opportunities to do better by each other right here, right now, using Jesus’ ministry as our example and trusting the power of Holy Spirit to help us help each other.


Sunday, August 11, 2013

Fear or Faith – in which do we place more of our trust and treasure? Where do we find our heart?


Continuing to rearrange our focus and priorities.

Fear or Faith – in which do we place more of our trust and treasure?

“Whether your faith is that there is a God or that there is not a God, if you don’t have any doubts, you are either kidding yourself or asleep.  Doubts are the ants in the pants of faith.  They keep it awake and moving. Faith is better understood as a verb than as a noun, as a process than a possession.  It is on-again-off-again rather than once-and-for-all.  Faith is not being sure where you’re going, but going anyway.  A journey without maps.” –Frederick Buechner, Wishful Thinking: A Seeker’s ABC (from the entries on “Doubt” and “Faith”)

Today's lectionary readings highlight Abraham and Sarah as living in faith by hope, even amid their doubts and fears.  Chapter 11 and 12 of Hebrews (which we'll continue to hear from during the next three weeks) offer us example after example of biblical 'heroes' who have lived by faith.

Faith, not so much as a thought/belief, but as an attitude/disposition/conviction that compels action (overcoming paralysis or avoidance rooted in fear).

Consider also three of the Holy Women and Holy Men who we (in our church tradition) remember this week:

Aug 11 - St. Clare (Abbess of Assisi, 1253); themes of faith, poverty, and hope

Aug 15 - St. Mary (mother of Jesus); theme of trust and faith amid uncertainly and fear

Aug 14 - Jonathan Myrick Daniels (seminarian and modern martyr, 1965); how did he invest his treasurers of time and talent; where was his heart when, on the steps of a store in Selma, he stood between a hate-filled shotgun and an innocent girl?

What are the implications of investing more in what faith can DO than in debates about faith IS?

Who have been women and men of faith in our lives?  How are we examples of faithful living to others?

FACEBOOK post for today: Continuing to rearrange our focus and priorities. Fear or Faith – in which do we place more of our trust and treasure?  Where do we find our heart?  Remembering this week, seminarian and contemporary martyr Jonathan Myrick Daniels - How did he invest his treasurers of time and talent? Where was his heart when, on the steps of a store in Selma, he stood between a hate-filled shotgun and an innocent girl? Ref. also: "Faith is better understood as a verb than as a noun, as a process than a possession.  It is on-again-off-again rather than once-and-for-all.  Faith is not being sure where you’re going, but going anyway.  A journey without maps.” –Frederick Buechner

Sunday, August 4, 2013

How much is ‘enough’ for us before we begin to share generously with each other as God shares with us?

Let us remain humbled as we sense our feet still on the ground, our eyes toward heaven, letting go of 'things' so that we can hand-in-hand walk each other home (ever mindful of the vanity of trying to hold on to much more)

Death calls the question about what we’re actually striving for in life.

In who/what do we ultimately place faith and hope?  
What do we really believe about this earthly journey, our final destination, and what’s left behind when we leave here? 

Beware of vanity, even in living toward legacy.



Sunday, July 28, 2013

Called to be prayerful, forgiving, and providing family

Early childhood and older adulthood are periods when we're much more acutely aware of our dependence on benevolent relationships.

Much of our middle lives, however, at least in this culture, are a quixotic quest to 'make it on our own' or 'claim our independence' as marks of success.

Today's lessons -  particularly Genesis 18:20-32; Colossians 2:6-15,16-19; and Luke 11:1-13 - call us to remember that we're created as part of a family, in prayerful, forgiving, and charitably providing relationships with each other.... just as our creator is in relationship with us.

May we be bold and persistent in prayer and conversation with God and each other.

May we continually seek forgiveness for our selfish acts and neglect of others, while also striving to be merciful in forgiving the debts of others who have 'sinned' against us.

May we aim to end hunger in all it's forms by providing out of our abundance.

My post on Facebook this morning: Reflecting on how we're more acutely aware of our dependence on prayerful, forgiving, and charitable relationships when we're much younger and much older. Curious about antidotes for quixotic quests of 'making it on our own' and 'striving for independence' in our middle years. Us/we vs. I/me. God's kingdom come, God's will be done. 



Sunday, July 21, 2013

invite Jesus in... and there goes the neighborhood (and all you thought was so important)

Though my first official day as Chaplain at The Canterbury was July 1, I was away the last two weeks tending to a family matter (that ended with me sitting by a loved one's bedside for five days as he died in hospice care).

During this morning's services, I'll invite discussion about how our perspectives and priorities evolve and mature with regard to the prioritization of time and attention on more true relationships (with each other and with God)... from previously anxious concerns about completing tasks and meeting expectations of others.

Good lessons for my first Sunday with my new family here.

Good lessons for the beginning of a new ministry role.

Good lessons for living more in the moment at Christ's feet.


Sunday, May 19, 2013

Breathing with God

Jesus’s death, resurrection, and ascension are not the end of the story!

[invitation to take the first of three deep breaths this morning.  As you inhale, “Come, Holy Spirit.”  As you exhale, “Help me breathe with God.”]

Pentecost
  • concludes a seven week period that began at Passover (pentecost / 50th day)
  • Jewish Festival of Weeks when first fruits (sheaf of wheat) were offered back to back to God in celebration of the gift of the harvest
  • not focused on thanking the laborers, but on being thankful for the bounty from God.
  • Post the agrarian age, it becomes more of a celebration of God’s gift of the law (torah), particularly the Ten Commandments, and the renewal of covenant between God and God’s chosen people
  • In our Gospel reading from John 14:8-27 we’re reminded that Jesus, during his final earthly sermon to his followers on the night before he was handed over to suffering and death, promised that for those who love him and keep his commandments he would, through God, send us the Holy Spirit to be abide in us as advocate, teacher, counselor, comforter, etc.
  • What we heard today from Acts 2:1-21 is about the promised coming* of the Holy Spirit to over a hundred followers of Jesus who are powerfully inspired and equipped to share the Good News with devout Jews from all parts of the land in their own local languages, convicting thousands of them to follow Christ
  • FYI, later (likely years later) in Acts 10:44-48, the Holy Spirit is poured out to Gentiles to whom Peter was speaking
  • What is common in both stories of the coming of the Holy Spirit is that it enables believers to meeting other people where they are, as they are, in their own languages, honoring their diversity and yet still calling them into common bonds of family in Christ
  • Because of this call into new community enabled through the Spirit, some consider Pentecost our celebration of the birthday of the church
Too often, we domesticate Pentecost into a whimsical tale of a one-time event long ago that brings an annual splash of the color red before we flip the fabrics from white to green.  It’s hard for most of us modern thinkers to really ‘get’ the supernatural power of the Holy Spirit, particularly since few if any of us have experienced it as tongues like fire or been overcome by it as by a powerful, rushing wind.


Spirit as wind and breath:
  • “like the rush of violent wind”
  • The Hebrew, Greek, and Latin  (neshama [see also ruach], pneuma, spiritus) words that are translated as ‘spirit’ are also related to wind and breath… describing an invisible, moving force that, as we’ve noted, influences our lives
  • As the breath of life itself...
  • o   God’s breath over the primordial chaos that brings order and life
  • o   God’s breath blowing into our nostrils, animating the stuff of ashes and dry bones into living people
  • o   God’s breath driving people into leadership and mission
  • o   God’s breath clearing paths for people to travel through trouble from bondage to freedom as well as calling to people, healing them and bringing life again to what was otherwise perceived of as dead
  • o   God’s breath enabling us to speak to each other where we are in ways that we can understand what needs to be heard
I once read, “For John, the Spirit is the Advocate, the continuing and comforting presence of Jesus with the church, and the source of peace. For Paul, the Spirit is that which unites us to Christ, makes us into his body, and gives particular gifts to each person for the sake of the community. For Luke… the Spirit is the power of God, the mighty burning wind that blows the church into new and unexpected places of ministry….”  In other words, the Holy Spirit is working to draw us together as a collective and equipping us to do work together in Christ’s name towards God’s purposes.

Rather than conceptualize ‘it’ as some outside force, I propose that that today we consider that the Holy Spirit is as personally intimate with us as our very breathing.  What if we embrace the Spirit as intimately as breathing… enabling us to share in God’s very breathing?  What does breathing with God’s breath really mean?
As one commentator puts it, the Spirit “motivates, inspires, encourages, impels, triggers, stirs, provokes, stimulates, influences, and activates…” 

In various passages of the Bible we find that the Holy Spirit testifies, convicts/leads, reveals truth, strengthens/encourages, comforts, searches, and sanctifies (like during the Eucharistic prayer, we ask for the Holy Spirit to sanctify the offerings and us)

Holy Spirit – neither an impersonal poltergeist that invades our world to terrify us (though we hear stories of it occasionally disrupting the status quo or driving us into challenging situations / the Spirit blows where it will, ref: John 3:8) nor a personal genie that we invoke to get what we want. 

While the Spirit may touch and act through different people in different ways, it’s not doing so for their individual benefit as much as it is to benefit the body of Christ, the church, to draw everyone back into communion in God’s kingdom.  With every individual and collective breath in and out, we are invited into the holy labor – with all its starts, stops, pains, hopes, and expectancy – of serving as Christ’s hands and hearts, helping midwifing the birth of God’s new kingdom on earth that the Spirit is still bringing into being.

As Paul testified is what we heard from Romans 8:14-17, the Spirit adopts us as children of God (encourages us to call God ‘daddy’/abba) and we, through this Spirit, are to be inviting others to join us as heirs to God’s kingdom through Christ (and realize that in this process, we’re also joined with Christ in suffering for the sake of this new kingdom)

As will be said in today’s Eucharistic prayer, “…that we might live no longer for ourselves, but for him who died and rose for us, he sent the Holy Spirit, his own first gift for those who believe, to complete his work in the world, and to bring to fulfillment the sanctification of all.”  [from Eucharistic Prayer D, BCP p. 374]

And then in the Preface used during this liturgical season of Pentecost, ““Through Jesus Christ our Lord. In fulfillment of his true promise, the Holy Spirit came down [on this day] from heaven, lighting upon the disciples, to teach them and to lead them into all truth; uniting peoples of many tongues in the confession of one faith, and giving to your Church the power to serve you as a royal priesthood, and to preach the Gospel to all nations.” [from Preface for the Season of Pentecost, BCP p. 380]

[invitation to take the second of three deep breaths this morning.  As you inhale, “Come, Holy Spirit.  Breathe in me.”  As you exhale, “Equip me to help others breathe with God.”]

Sometimes a rushing wind and like tongues of fire, how else do we experience the Holy Spirit at work in our lives on most days?

When we breathe with the Holy Spirit, we’re told by Paul that there are gifts and fruits that are observable:
  • 1 Cor 12:8-11 (gifts): wisdom, knowledge, faith, healing, miracles, prophecy (speaking critical truth to power), discernment, tongues
  • Gal 5:22-23: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.
I take particular comfort in what Paul says in Romans 8:26-27 about the Spirit praying through and for us even when we’re run out of steam to do it ourselves…
  • (NRSV) “Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words. And God, who searches the heart, knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.”
  • (The Message) “Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God’s Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don’t know how or what to pray, it doesn’t matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God. That’s why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.

Personal testimony – when I examine the Spirit at work in my own life, it hasn’t been a dramatic rushing wind nor a tongue of fire… nonetheless, it has been working every detail of my life into something good.
  • The gift of relationship through Mammaw’s instructions about prayer
  • The invitation to deeper/enduring relationship through Tisha Lynn May’s evangelism (ref: didn’t get a dramatic sign one night… but everything began to change)
  • The further transformation of my life through accepting the invitation and the gifts of the Spirit at Baptism
  • The offering of the Good News to others now through my vocation
What about in your life?  How have you discerned the Spirit at work?  What might the Holy Spirit be up to this season in you?  In us?

Another commentator said, “The community [the Spirit draws us into] will not be satisfied with bowling leagues, sewing circles, and yoga classes, or even with therapy sessions or Bible study classes, but will be led to do ‘works’ similar to those of Jesus: befriending the outcasts, healing the sick, speaking up for the marginalized, housing the homeless, feeding the hungry, and speaking truth to and about the empire.  Because the community remembers, because it is helped by the Spirit to ‘know’ its Lord, because it is obedient to Jesus' commands, because it is doing his works, and because of the presence and power of the Spirit in its life….”  As, as Jesus promises (John 14:27),  “it will be a non-anxious presence in an anxious, fearful age;  it will have the peace the world cannot give or take away.”

[invitation to take the third of three deep breaths this morning.  As you inhale, “Come, Holy Spirit.”  As you exhale, “Lead us to better breath together as a family.”]

AMEN.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Good Shepherd, tell us plainly


[greetings – great to be back here St. Augustine’s by-the-Sea, Santa Monica]

In this morning’s Gospel lesson from John, Jesus is being confronted by religious leaders during a celebration (Hanukkah) in which observant Jews remember the heroic faith of their ancestors (Maccabees) who reclaimed Jerusalem and rededicated the temple that had been desecrated by Greek conquerors two centuries earlier.  Understandably, the people confronting Jesus in the portico of the temple want to know if this charismatic guy from the rural country presumes to be the messianic leader who will reclaim Jerusalem from the now Roman occupiers.  

There’s something beguiling about them putting such emphasis on words in order to grasp the truth about God’s love in action among us.  And, Jesus knows this. 

Although he will use words to help people understand his identity and intentions, he is aware how words can be misused and can mislead.  Rather than merely explaining what sort of messiah he is (which was a challenging paradigm shift given the prevailing messianic expectations of his time), he has been demonstrating what true ‘kingdom’ salvation is (beyond nationalistic or tribal restoration) when the rules of righteousness and laws of love are truly fulfilled through actions rather than words.

Jesus has been preaching pretty plainly about positions and roles in the kingdom of God through focusing on restorative relationships among divinely beloved and blessed people previously separated by ideological presumptions.  When Jesus does testify to the truth with words, he prefers using parables that require active inquisitive communal engagement to fully comprehend – again, emphasizing that working through new relationships together is how we will come to know the truth about God’s desire for us to be reconciled as a family.  

To those who want to know his identity and mission, Jesus responds with, “I have told you…the works that I do in my Father’s name testify to me”; essentially saying “hey what more do I need to tell you with my mouth; I’ve been showing you with my living everything you need to know about me and how to realize the kingdom of God at hand.”

How are we telling people plainly through our living who we are in Christ’s name and what this church thing is all about?  About what truth do our works testify? 

Consider this more contemporary parable that says something about the perils of speaking about our faith within the walls of the church (our temple) without telling it through action in the community (God’s vineyard):

Parable of the Lifesaving StationOn a dangerous seacoast where shipwrecks often occur, there was once a crude little life-saving station. The building was just a hut, and there was only one boat, but the few devoted members kept a constant watch over the sea, and with no thought for themselves went out day and night tirelessly searching for those who were lost. Some of those who were saved and various others in the surrounding area wanted to become associated with the station and gave of their time, money, and effort to support its work. New boats were bought and new crews trained. The little lifesaving station grew.

Some of the members of the lifesaving station were unhappy that the building was so crude and poorly equipped. They felt that a more comfortable place should be provided as the first refuge of those saved from the sea. They replaced the emergency cots with beds and put better furniture in the enlarged building.

Now the lifesaving station became a popular gathering place for its members, and they decorated it beautifully because they used it as a sort of club. Fewer members were now interested in going to sea on life-saving missions, so they hired lifeboat crews to do this work. The lifesaving motif still prevailed in the club’s decorations, and there was a liturgical lifeboat in the room where the club’s initiations were held.

About this time a large ship wrecked off the coast, and the hired crews brought in boatloads of cold, wet, and half-drowned people. They were dirty and sick. The beautiful new club was in chaos. So the property committee immediately had a shower house built outside the club where victims of shipwrecks could be cleaned up before coming inside.

At the next meeting, there was a split among the club membership. Most of the members wanted to stop the club’s lifesaving activities as being unpleasant and a hindrance to the normal social life of the club. Some members insisted upon life-saving as their primary purpose and pointed out that they were still called a life-saving station. But they were finally voted down and told that if they wanted to save the lives of all the various kinds of people who were shipwrecked in those waters, they could begin their own lifesaving station. So they did.

As the years went by, the new station experienced the same changes that had occurred in the old. It evolved into a club, and yet another lifesaving station was founded. History continued to repeat itself, and if you visit that seacoast today, you will find a number of exclusive clubs along that shore. Shipwrecks are frequent in those waters, but most of the people drown. 

I’ve read that this parable was written in 1953 by The Rev. Dr. Theodore O. Wedel, who was ordained an Episcopal priest in 1931, served as Canon of the Washington National Cathedral in Washington, D.C., and also served for a time as president of the Episcopal Church's House of Deputies. (http://www.ecfvp.org/vestrypapers/death-and-resurrection/parable-of-the-lifesaving-station/)


We can talk about our doctrines and theology… yes, we can embellish our spaces with symbols that should speak to the heart of our collective purpose and work… yes, we can even enact beautiful rituals and rites that are to be visible signs of spiritual truth (particularly as Episcopalians)… Let’s not be tempted into believing that ‘saying it plainly’ in common prayer alone, or acting it out in here once a week, is sufficient testament to the world of salvation through suffering and loving together with our living, resurrected Christ.

It’s not that our words are not important – indeed, professing our faith and sharing our stories are powerful testimonies.  And, there’s nothing more revealing and persuasive about new life in Christ than what our charitable actions toward our neighbors communicate out there, beyond the walls of this place.  If a picture is worth a thousand words, acts of self-sacrificing love speak more than any amount words along can express. 

I imagine that most of us yearn to participate in a life-saving station more than merely contributing to the maintenance of yet another clubhouse along the coast… that rather than just trying to tell people what this is all about through, we’re more enlivened when we’re explaining who Jesus is through healing, restorative love, acts of charity and justice, and life-affirming relationships.  

Whether reaching out to our neighbors who are adrift or shipwrecked… or tending to lost sheep among our friends and family… how do others understand you speaking plainly about new life with, in, and through Jesus Christ?

Where is the Good Shepherd?  Is Christ still at work in our world?  Tell us plainly?

Which says it most clearly… a talking-head trying to explain God’s presence in the midst of tragedy, or the witness of people at the end of the Boston marathon, immediately after bombs have gone off, running back into harm’s way to help others in the shadow of death?... platitudes about innocent children at Sandy Hook Elementary being lifted to heaven by angels, or stories of courageous teachers who dared sacrifice their own bodies as shields for the innocent in the face of evil? 

This morning, we heard from Revelation (7:9-17) of a sacrificial Lamb becoming the heavenly shepherd for people from all nations who have survived great tribulation and now enjoy fellowship in a new, heavenly pasture where this is no more hunger, thirst, scorching heat, or tears – just perpetual worship in a new kingdom defined not by the things that have previously separated us, but by a purity and unity in victory over death itself.

We also heard again one of our most memorable metaphors in the pastoral assurances of Psalm 23.  The Lord is our shepherd who walks with us through fear, guides us through imminent danger, and leads us toward generous and abundant nourishment in greener pastures.

In the Gospel reading (John 10:22-30) Jesus likens himself, in contrast to misleading or nefarious leaders of the vulnerable , as a good shepherd, unified with God in heart and mind, who gathers and protects all sheep who follow his voice. 

In what we heard from Acts, a community which believes that death does not have the final word seeks assistance when they are in need.  Peter doesn’t pontificate in the face of their needs; he uses very few words while demonstrating the power of faith in Christ and the Holy Spirit.

And,  remember that in our Gospel lesson last week, Jesus commissions his disciples to be good shepherds to others (“feed my sheep / tend to my flock”). 

As it is written, it’s not enough just to say the right things or merely to claim to have faith – faith without action based in/on that faith is as good as dead (James 2:16-26). 

Our faith expressed through action with Christ is what revives us as well as what is otherwise thought to be dead. 

Gathered together in the name of Jesus, our true messiah and Good Shepherd, we are in the business life-saving - serving as good shepherds to, for, and with our neighbors. 

Let us tell this plainly first through courageous and faithful actions out there… then we have more cause to celebrate our work with Christ through elegant and comforting words when we gather in here at his table each week.

AMEN.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Recognition, redemption, and rally



Good morning St. Bartholomew’s, Wichita... sorry we missed each other on Palm Sunday this year... good to be with you this third Sunday of Easter.

Hard to that it’s been three weeks since the intense journey of Holy Week and two weeks since the glory of Easter Sunday.  Have you settled back into a normal routine? 

How is it for us just two or three weeks after one of the highest points in our liturgical year together.  Did the final stretch of March madness overtake focus on messianic mission?  Has chatting about the ups-n-downs of our Kansas weather replaced passionate prayers?  Has the reality of tax season and the looming deadline of April 15 (tomorrow!) risen as more of a concern than the implications of external life promised through the resurrection of Jesus Christ?

We can imagine, though the particular circumstances were different, that the pattern of behavior was the same with our ancestors in faith, Jesus’ closest circle of friends.

After the roller coaster of emotions during the final week together with Jesus – the joy, the pain, the tragedy, the drama... and shortly after they had emerged from their hiding place in the upper room and had been shocked and awed by the glory of Jesus’ resurrection, the reality of Christ living and the urgency of following him has begun to fade as they return to going about the business of making a living and putting food on the table.  Simon Peter, the ‘rock’ (study symbol of faithfulness) upon which the emerging church is to be founded, says to his friends, “Hey, I’m going fishing.”  They say they’ll go with him.  The tangible, predictably practicality of fishing with friends probably feels pretty good and reassuring after all that they’ve been through together.  Perhaps while they’re out there laboring, as guys are prone to do, they’ll occasionally and maybe indirectly bring up the topic of Jesus the Christ in between cheers and jeers around the semi-competitive team activity of gathering food from the sea.

What does this morning’s lesson from John (John 21:1-19) also tell us?

Their story began with Jesus calling some of them from their routine of fishing for their daily meal and telling them that he’d show them how to fish for people – how to gather people back into the family of God.   After years together and many provocative and powerful examples of what he meant for them to do with their lives and talents, they’re now back focusing on their nets in the sea.  Jesus returns to help them recognize how his ministry has changed their lives and remember how they are now meant to go change the lives of many others.


The risen Lord comes to them as light amid the dimness of their unfruitful routine, gently awakening their recognition that he lives and is still concerned for them... and he instructs them to change perspective and behavior in order to succeed in their work of gathering.  He invites them to feast from plenty.  He redeems the betrayer through inviting affirmations of love.  He tells them to not just gather people together through casting wisely wide nets in the right direction, but to care for and tend to the needs of the huddled masses – “tend my sheep... feed my sheep...” follow the example I’ve given you. 

What’s your equivalent of ‘gone fishing’ right now in your life? 

What’s the practical, perhaps even enjoyable routine that keeps you active with friends, even if the harvest or yield of your collective labor isn’t really all that plentiful? 

Where might Jesus need to return to find you?

Whether he meets you where you are, by the seaside fire on the beach, or here at our table each week, our risen Lord invites us to break bread together with him and in so doing to recognize that we’re now part of one collective body, that we are to nourish ourselves with his strength given sacrificially to us, and that we’re to go feed others by inviting them to share the abundance prepared for us.

And, our risen Savior doesn’t just return to friends amid their benign routines to invite recognition and call them back to his holy work, Jesus also meets people on their ‘roads to Damascus’.  Even when someone is going to great lengths to fight the Good News and the people who are trying to spread it, Jesus may come to that person as a flash of insight or blinding awakening, knocking them off their course, turning their life around, and recruiting that person for the holy work of evangelism even in the face of continued suspicion and persecution.

Jesus did this with Paul, as we’ve heard in this morning’s lesson from Acts (Acts 9:1-20).  Paul’s encounter with the resurrected Christ stopped him in his tracks and sent him instantly in a new direction in life, emboldened with a new faith and courage that sustained him even as he endured the judgments of others who were suspicious of his sudden conversion and his motives for joining ‘The Way’ of Jesus Christ.

Notice that Jesus called a disciple to minister to Paul to facilitate and accelerate Paul’s conversion experience and help Paul see (literally) his new commission from Christ.  Ananias was aware of Paul’s reputation as a trouble maker for believers and was reluctant to face him for fear of putting himself in harm’s way for the sake of Christ’s will.  And yet, Christ compels Ananias and Ananias’s faithful and loving action toward one who was previously a foe leads to Paul’s new vision, baptism, strength for an unparalleled mission of evangelism.

What are we to hear in this? 

I hear two important things: One, no matter how off track a person might seem, even when they have been actively opposing the Gospel, they may still encounter the resurrected Jesus who will change their vision of themselves and their neighbors through charitable love. Two, Jesus may call any of us to minister to someone unexpected in ways that feel risky or threatening to us initially – we are to trust that Christ is with us and that through participating with the Holy Spirit, amazing changes are possible in that person’s live that may have wonderful widespread implications that are beyond anything we’d imagine.

Recognition.  Redemption.  Rally.

Our Lord is risen, indeed.  And just as it did for Peter, Paul, and other early followers of The Way, the reality of Christ’s resurrection has implications for us each day.

Jesus continues to return to us amid our routines, inviting us to recognize his presence in places and people that we might not have expected to find him.

Jesus invites all, even the betrayer and the persecutor, to healing repentance and will redeem the sight and strength of any who accept his offer of grace.

Christ rallies us to action, compelling us to cast wide nets on the right side of our vessels and to then feed and tend to the needs of those gathered back together into God’s one holy, catholic, and apostolic flock.  

Even when loving our neighbors as Jesus has shown us how to love costs us personally in the short term, we are assured through Easter that persecution, pain, and even death doesn’t have the final word in God’s kingdom of glory.

“God of the new fire, and feasting at daybreak: come to us in the dullness of routine and the pain of betrayal; call to us in the way of the cross and the joy of resurrection; through Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God. Amen.”
(Shakespeare, Steven. Prayers for an inclusive church. New York: Church Publishing, 2009)