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Sunday, September 23, 2012

Cravings at war within us

The prophet Jeremiah and the Psalmist are both lamenting to God and seeking God’s protection… and even God’s might against those who are doing them harm.

“Let me see your retribution/vengeance upon them…” (Jeremiah 11:20)

“save me / defend me / vindicate me…render evil… destroy them”  (Psalm 54:1, 5)

We can relate, no?  Who among us hasn’t wished that someone more powerful than us would step in and defend us against those who seek to do us harm?

Indeed, in cases of outright violence against us, pleading for protection makes sense.

But what about this notion of pleading with God for vengeance, retribution, evil, and harm against are enemies? 

Does Jesus encourage us to feel and pray that way?

No; of course not.  Jesus tells us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matt 5:34-48)… and to put away our swords, do not seek to return violence for violence (Matt 26:52; John 18:11).

So much easier said that done.

Why?

Because as the author of James says succinctly, conflicts and disputes among us come from cravings that are at war within us.… that we have devilish envy and selfish ambitions within us that lead to disorder and wickedness of every kind (James 3:14-16, 4:1-2). 

In our Gospel lesson, Jesus has exemplified unbelievable feats of charitable love and generous grace… so unbelievable and provocative, perhaps, that his disciples are having a hard time really getting what this means to them personally and the mission that they are each called to.  They seem to be instead defaulting to an easier question among themselves that is rooted not in concern and sacrificial love for others, but in love of self – who among them is greatest… more religious than… smarter than… better than… etc.

We can get relate, no?  How often do we have moments of spiritual insight about God really wants from us… only to find ourselves by the end of the day shaking our heads and wondering how we ended up so caught up in worldly stresses about what we don’t have and anxieties about self-preservation?  

What about what we notice going on in the world around us?  What about arguments and conflicts in our country right now? 

Eugene Peterson paraphrases of these verses (in The Message), “Where do you think all these appalling wars and quarrels come from? Do you think they just happen? Think again. They come about because you want your own way, and fight for it deep inside yourselves. You lust for what you don’t have and are willing to kill to get it. You want what isn’t yours and will risk violence to get your hands on it.

Whew [wiping brow]… is it hopeless?  What’s the good news today?  What does the Holy Spirit want us to hear?

The author of James calls us to focus on wisdom from above that is pure, peaceable, gentle, willing to yield, full of mercy and good fruits… explaining that a righteousness is  reaped by those who make peace [not just talk about it].  (James 3:17-18) 

Or, as Eugene Peterson says it, “You can develop a healthy, robust community that lives right with God and enjoy its results only if you do the hard work of getting along with each other, treating each other with dignity and honor."

In today’s Gospel lesson (Mark 9:30-37) Jesus pulls an innocent child from the crowd, puts it among his followers who are arguing about something non-essential and selfish, and says essentially, whoever welcomes and embraces the innocent, those vulnerable and without standing, also welcomes God.   

Jesus even says that if we want to be first of all, we should intentionally take last place and be servant of all.

That’s good news?! 

That I should willingly give up my privilege and standing and go sit in the back of the bus, the end of the line, the seats in the back with the worst view…

That I should serve others, even those boastful, proud, and arrogantly entitled people who I both loath and sometimes secretly envy… even those who are so difficult and so dirty that if I touch them, or am even seen with them, I might become unclean myself?

Ummm…. Yes!

Two of the verses from James that are skipped over in today’s lectionary selection are verses 4:5-6 which say, “…do you suppose that it is for nothing that the scripture says, ‘God yearns jealously for the spirit that he has made to dwell in us’?  But he gives all the more grace; therefore it says, ‘God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble.’ [quoting from Proverbs 3:34]

Jesus has shown us this way of humility in sacrificial service.

I invite you to close your eyes and seek, with me, to draw nearer to God in prayer…

God, we have seen what your love looks like in action through the actions of Jesus Christ. [imagine a scene in the ministry of Jesus that has always spoken to you about God's love for us]

It was shocking then, and it’s still troubling to us now, that you, the creator of all that is, humbled yourself to the point of serving us, even those who didn’t seem to deserve it… and that your counter-cultural, loving actions and lessons of radical hospitality and justice generating such resentment and bitterness among us that we couldn’t stand it and had to get rid of you.  We’re sorry our ancestors did that… and we’re sorry that we still do it every time we turn away from you and our neighbors, and focus only on ourselves.

Help us each day get more of a glimpse of the social order and type of society that you desire for us  - helping us hold that vision in bright contrast to the darkness we so often see taking place around us.

In our own lives – in the actions and opinions that we can influence among our family and friends – give us the strength and courage to speak about your will, even when that reduces our popularity / social-standing or causes others to want to silence us. 

Protect and defend us as we speak of your Word and act toward others with unreasonable love in your name.

Today, we’ve heard Jesus say to us:

1)    Whoever wants to be first [in God’s eyes] must be last of all and servant of all.  [Note that focusing on the needs of others more than self-serving aims is represented in all three synoptic Gospels: Matt 19:30, 20:16; Mark 10:31, 44-45;  Luke 13:30]

and

2)    whoever welcomes one such as this – a lowly, worthless, otherwise un-valued and invisible person – also welcomes Christ himself.  [Note also in Matt 25:40]

Today, James has reminded us, “draw near to God and God will draw near to you.” (James 4:8)

“God, who draws near, who comes to our level, whose nature is revealed in lordship laid aside: give us grace to welcome you in the one who tests the bounds of our community: in the child, the outcast, the one who comes with no power, save that of remaking our heart…”
(Shakespeare, Steven. Prayers for An Inclusive Church (NY: Church Publishing, 2009) p.71)      

AMEN

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